Billie Eilish: ‘My past boyfriends never made me feel desired.


Billie Eilish said people did not always view her as a woman.  ‘My past boyfriends never made me feel desired. None of them’

Billie Eilish has said she has “never felt desired” in relationships and sometimes feels trapped in the persona she has created because “people view me not as a woman”.( Levitt/GQ)

The Bad Guy singer has become well-known for her signature style of baggy ensembles.

She told GQ magazine: “ I have never felt desired. My past boyfriends never made me feel desired. None of them.”

“And it’s a big thing in my life that I feel I have never been physically desired by somebody. So I dress the way I dress as I don’t like to think of you guys – I mean anyone, everyone – judging it, or the size of it.

“But that went away pretty fast; no idea why. Since then I’ve never felt comfortable looking like other people.”

“But that doesn’t mean that I won’t wake up one day and decide to wear a tank top, which I have done before.

“Sometimes I dress like a boy. Sometimes I dress like a swaggy girl. And sometimes I feel trapped by this persona that I have created, because sometimes I think people view me not as a woman.

“I have never felt powerful in a relationship. I did once and, guess what, I took advantage of that person’s kindness. I wasn’t used to it.

“It’s been months and I am not attracted to people anymore. I don’t know what’s going on … It’s actually kind of dope.”


Billie Eilish’s hit song, ‘Bad Guy’, has been reworked through new audio technology and transformed with the medium of 8D music.

With brooding electronic music playing in the background, the film sees Eilish strip off to her bra before sinking into water, narrated by Eilish who provides a strong message against body shaming.

“The body I was born with – is it not what you wanted?” she asks.

“You have opinions about my opinions, about my music, about my clothes, about my body. Some people hate what I wear, some people praise it, some people use it to shame others, some people use it to shame me — but I feel you watching.

While millions of people are forced to remain home amid strict social distancing measures, the idea of live music feels like a distant memory. In a bid to indulge music in a different form, a new online phenomenon is sweeping the world of music as ‘8D audio’ offers a completely unique take on the sonic experience. Shifting the sound from left to right and back again, 8D music allows the listening to submerge themselves deeper into the sound of the material.

Billie Eilish, Finneas Cover Bobby Hebb’s ‘Sunny’ for ‘Together at Home’ Concert

Billie Eilish and her brother Finneas covered Bobby Hebb’s Sixties hit “Sunny” during Global Citizen’s One World: Together at Home special to raise money for COVID-19 relief. The eight-hour concert helped raise $127 million to help the World Health Organization’s efforts to fight the pandemic around the globe.

Eilish prefaced the song with a short message about choosing a song that makes her feel good for her performance. With Finneas at the piano, Eilish gave a subdued but soulful rendition of the track. After wrapping, Eilish added an additional note of gratitude for the healthcare workers helping fight the pandemic.


Diane Warren has been nominated for 11 Oscars in this category, with this being her third nomination in the past three years. And Randy Newman has been nominated 22 times—and won 4 Oscars!—including for songs in each of the previous three TOY STORY films. The Oscars 2020 will air live Sunday, February 9, 8e|5p on ABC.



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